Clockwork no batteries

Got my Cardiology appointments through the post this morning:

Echocardiogram (Cardiac Ultrasound) at 9.20am Monday 14th November. Poss 30 minutes @ Cardiology Suite, Level A.


48-Hour Monitor (Holter tape) 10.00am Monday 14th November. Poss 30 minutes - technician to apply electrodes/wires.


Requested to return so recorder can be removed 48 hours later. 


That should be the morning of Wednesday 16th November. Which just happens to be the same day as a longer standing appointment for my yearly diabetic eye screening. That's scheduled for 2.30pm (eye tests) for 3pm (appointment with ophthalmologist).


Looks like a daunting amount of exhausting stuff in a two day period, with little chance for pacing along the way. At the same time, I'm looking at it as a saving of spoons on the Wednesday. It means only one bus journey there and back to hospital, if I can co-ordinate the third floor cardio visit to be just before the ground floor opthalmology. It also means my poor long-suffering mum will only have to be shuttling back and forth on various unreliable buses to support and accompany me on the two days instead of three or four that week! 

Maybe I can find somewhere to rest in between? Maybe not - it IS a hospital after all! Lights are sickeningly bright and recent "improvements" have reduced comfy seating in some waiting areas and presented us with "convenient" touch screens to book yourself in etc that mean even more stress, co-ordination and balancing than before. 

Not sure any of the specialists I'll be seeing that week understand M.E. really; they count me as a diabetic on these occasions, and you're only allowed to be looked at as one illness at a time, in my long experience! They do their best. So shall I!


Last few weeks have hardly slept until after 5am. Alternately shivery and soaked in perspiration. Chest and arms, neck and legs hurting so much and hands all pins and needles in mornings. When I do walk, its noticeably slower that ever, like when I was first up from completely bedbound.

 
 Blood sugar in double figures much of time this last week, as if fighting virus. Some sneezing, but not much. Neck glands sore, voice very weak and tiring/painful in chest muscles to speak. Making so many mistakes when writing longhand, forgetting things, words especially when speaking.

Last weekend saw second massive unannounced hypo of the month that took me completely out. Something is changing in my hypo patterns and awareness during the hypo itself, like being awake in a nightmare, losing whole segments of consciousness while not appearing comatose to others. Possibly now I've turned 50 the oestrogen isn't oiling the wheels any more. Or more likely my liver just has no more glucagon to "dump" when my BG plummets without as much as a "here we go!"

Updates to follow, but right now, please excuse me as I get properly horizontal again in a darkened room!